Sometimes Christians feel perplexed why they can do what they want to like and feel like Jesus as they read God’s words every day and help those in need. They even feel exhausted and get nowhere. They would say that they had done all they can but still don’t feel right. They feel frustrated and agitated. But in Paul’s words in Philippians: “It is God who works in you” (2:13). Easy does it. Let Him do the work of changing us. Also, C. S. Lewis said that “A real Person, Christ, . . . is doing things to you . . . gradually turning you permanently into . . . a new little Christ, a being which . . . shares in His power, joy, knowledge and eternity.”
God is at that process today. We are just to pray and wait, “Keep ourselves in God’s love”. Rest in the assurance that He’s gradually changing us. We may feel we just want to be what we want to be, but it takes time. But be patient, we are under God’s work. Easy does it. We shall get there someday.